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Alrighty!!! God is good! Recieved an SMS from Samuel, the drummer of Eden-Sol which went like this...

"Hey we're in raffles rock! God is good, all the time! All the time, God is good! Let's keep tomorrow's (jamming) session in prayer too!"

Amen to that... All glory be to God! God helped me lots yesterday whilst I was really struggling... Frankly speaking, it was somewhat like an emotional roller coaster...

Monday started off like crap. Felt like crap. Physically, emotionally, spiritually. And seeing two people cry in one day didn't really help. I felt that I'd failed, that I hadn't done enough to help, that I'd let everyone down, I'd given them too much stress, and I didn't keep the promise I gave Tim. Sigh. It was terrible. I didn't know how I got to sleep in the first place to tell the truth. To top all that, the results of Raffles Rock still wasn't out yet...

But things took an awesome turn... Joined my band for a time of prayer, and God told me through Guoren... "If you're thinking too much into the little things and feeling stressed, it means you're not focused enough on God, cos God will make all things perfect in his time." That wasn't his exact words, but I think it was something like that. It really reminded me of God's love... I'm gonna bring this message to YE! =)

Then as we finished, Rach called, and asked whether the RR people had called yet, and by deduction, I knew that her band hadn't been called yet either, so I was feeling really really relieved. And I believe all that was the work of God, to help me.

So the day kinda ended high, and though I've lots of stuff to do, I'm insanely happy cos... EDEN-SOL IS IN RAFFLES ROCK, CNY CONCERT AND MAYBE TALENTIME! Woo hoo! Yipee! Time to give back my one-tenth to God, and further his kingdom!!!

And only my abs are sore now, and I can see my muscles have grown a bit... So God answered my three prayers, and I'm glad God chose to do it so quickly, to reassure me and to calm me down. May this be a testimony to those who have not seen the glory of God! And to the Curious Man on Ivan's BLOG as well. Haha.

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