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Black Cat was a pretty short series so I'm already done with it! Next up is Elemental Gelade, which is a story about humans living with a race of people called Edel Raids who are able to transform into weapons. Because of this property, many bad people desire this power for evil personal means... This story follows Cou Van Giruet, who is a rookie sky pirate who one day finds this box containing an Edel Raid in the loot of one of the ships that was raided... An Edel Raid named Ren emerges from within and seeing Coud's trustworthiness, becomes his weapon! Together, they journey to find the legendary land of Edel Garden! Here's a pic: Ren's on the left and Cou's on the right! Well for this week many things have been started again: I've started running, not that I need it, but for the sake of preparing for the next IPPT window which opens after my next birthday! And I'm also starting to get in the groove of continuing with my own fantasy story... I'

Well so that's the title of the most recent anime I'm watching! :) It's about a really good assassin by the name of Train who works for an organization called Chronos... After becoming the best assassin and given the title of Black Cat (because everyone who's his target dies), he starts to wonder whether taking the life of others is the right path and after a series of events escapes from the organization. At the same time, his partner, Creed betrays Chronos and creates his own group of evil warriors, planning to take Chronos down. Well thats all I know for now! But so far the series is pretty interesting! The main character, Train! Well speaking of black cats the one which lives in at my house carpark seems to be appearing more often. Cute! Van really loves it haha! :) Besides this, I'm finally at the fourth page of Chopin's Heroic Polonaise! Besides that, for Oblivion, I'm currently on the verge of finishing off the last Thieves Guild quest! A

Seeing Vanessa post on her blog 10 things that are positive everyday made me rather proud of her, and hence although I may not be doing the exact same thing, I was inspired to post more things that speak of God's goodness and His realness in my life! Today was another of those days where He revealed more about my deeper insecurities. As mentioned by the previous posts, one of the nights of the previous week I was worried and feared for my future. It was today, as I spent my time with Vanessa that I realized the core issue I was dealing with. Looking at my fear, its not one of staying in obscurity, or not living up to my own expectations or anything like that. God revealed to me it was because of my faithfulness and commitment to the future of the relationship between Van and I that I was feeling this way. In other words, He showed me that my anxiety and fear, though uncalled for, was not a selfish one, because it wasn't self seeking. It was born out of my love and responsib

And exams are done with!!! I was pretty pleased when exams were over, and I'm indulging myself with relaxation... Actually not much of it because since then I've had to do stuff like prepare for my teaching for SYC as well as preparing materials for YE sessions! The next thing on my to do list for YE will be to prep for leaders meeting, coming up with next half's schedule, and leaders training... Got my work cut out for me, as always with every holiday period! So want to take this chance to talk about something that I felt specially that God was speaking to me this week... I've always not taken stuff like internships and enrichment because my time is always taken up by church stuff, and that thought came to haunt me the night before my second last paper... I wanted to sleep early, but ironically ended up awake for some time, thinking about my future and how I would match up with all my peers, who definitely have much more credentials and a bigger CV than I do... Fear