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Simplicity

With all the clutter that’s going on in my head I’ve resolved to return to a simpler lifestyle. No social media (Facebook and Instagram) for me upon switching to the iPhone X today.  Just going back to the old routine of watching anime and YouTube subscriptions in the evenings after work, and making use of Netflix once in awhile. In the evenings during the weekends have started to take long walks. Doing my qt rounds up the rest of the time I’m spending. Am trying to see whether I can squeeze in some gaming. Have found myself staring into space often. Not too sure how long that will last. Another thing I’m thinking of doing is documenting my journey over the past 1+ year. I have a vague idea of how to do it - maybe something like the first season of 13 reasons why. I am thinking it will help me with the recovery. Oh and no worries, I’m not suicidal like the main character in that show. Time to take a walk so until the next post. 

Android

 It’s been nearly 4 years since the last time I posted, but it’s time for me to find myself again amidst the chaos of life. I’ve been through so many good highs but I am at a massively big low at the moment, and some times it feels like there is no more hope.  I have found solace in the beautiful soundtrack of ff13. The haunting melody of “The Promise” and it’s lyrics resonate with me. Make  my wish come true, let darkness fade to light Show me there's still hope, show me it's not over Battles we can win, our struggle lies  within Will we live to greet the dawn? Love will not leave you, hate will not heal you Promise me one day that peace shall reign I honestly don’t know how things ended up this way. What a tragedy. All I can do now is numb my emotions so that I can function normally. Eventually, I really do hope I find peace. This is a step forward, and despite making it with trepidation I know that God is with me, the only one I can trust.  That’s all for now. I hope this he