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Narcissistic Exhibitionism

Well guys... 1 more week and a couple more days left to the first few papers of the Prelims. Oddly, I feel no stress at all. Everything is in His hands.

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This week's civics was about career choice. My choice is really obvious, and I've already planned for it, as well as the alternatives should I fail or should God choose for me to go somewhere else. Medicine, here I come. Pathology here I come. PSC Open Med Scholarship here I come. God bless this path I have chosen. May He see my desire and work through me for His own glory.

One thing I was exceptionally glad about the lesson was the Mr Wong sat with me and Chris and asked us about our aspirations. Chris's desire to be in banking seems pretty good for him I think. And Mr Wong asked me a couple of questions any interviewer would ask an interviewee for med. And I was really glad that I could answer from the depths of my heart. It just showed me that I was prepared enough to answer anything that the panel of interviewers would ask.

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Had my first try at tuition in a long long time. Got aunty Elma to come over and help with my econs and gp. What I wanted out of the sessions was basically to troubleshoot compos/compres, ask questions about econs and get a large list of relevant jargon and examples to use in my essays, and that was exactly what I got. I just hope I don't blank out and forget to spice up my essay with all the nice expressions.

Aunty Elma's such a nice person IMO. And she's very knowledgable and good at spotting questions. Anyone interested in asking her to tutor you? Let me know.

Gerald came over to help with my jigsaw puzzle, enjoy my mom's cooking and chill out. The jigsaw is almost completed! And its looking very nice. Thanks Gerald. I think he's gonna be quite busy from today onwards, cos he just went to fetch his clients from the airport. He's gonna have to entertain them and stuff. I found it really great that he still commited himself to worship despite his other commitments. Thats something I will strive to do as well.

Today's worship prac was sweet IMO. I gave up 5 hours of my time just for practise, and I believe that God sees my sacrifice. Whatever I give to Him, He will bless and return. Its a really big privilege to lead people into a time of worship, and I'm not gonna give it up.

If Tim wants to take me off the roster for Sep or Oct I will beg him until he lets me back on it. Cos its because of God that I study in the first place, and I will continue to place Him above everything else. Forsaking the opportunity to get closer to Him for my studies is not gonna be an option for me. That is the choice I have made.

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GP Essay Question:

"Blogging is nothing more than a form of narcissistic exhibitionism." To what extent do you agree with this statement?

A: God comes first when I blog. When I do anything for that matter. Full stop.

I feel bad when I can't write this in my GP essay and pass satisfactorily. Aww man. But it should be something we all believe. Although we have exams, lets put Him first yes? Commit everything to Him through prayer, and all the stress will disappear.

All the best everyone! And take care.

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