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Happyoushimasu!

And so results are out! Did pretty well this semester, better than the first even. So I'm pretty thankful! Here are the results:

Bio Psych: B
Cognitive Psych: A
Japanese Studies: B+
Japanese: A-
Science of Music: A+

CAP: 4.40
Total CAP for 2 semesters: 4.30

Edging closer to being in the Dean's List! =D Keep up the good work Ben! And thank you God for your providence. =)

Besides that over the past few days have been driving a lot, sending my bro to and from school, and using the car on weekends. One thing that I'm starting to dislike about it is my penchant to get irritated by awkward situations like barriers not opening when they should and a long queue forming behind me. But oh well driving is sometimes like that and I've got to exercise better self control.

But one thing I'm beginning to internalize is the fact that I'm not perfect and I have my moments of weakness. The important thing is to learn from that, and yet at the same time move on and not blame myself any more because of it. I think I'm finally learning how to truly forgive myself, which is another good thing.

Ah well 13 posts to 600!

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