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Wedding Bells

Yay.... Congratulations to my cousin Tammy again, for getting such a wondeful and funny husband. Hope he didn't get too drunk last night... Got a chance to catch up with my relatives on my mom's side. So I guess the trip down was good...

Well, I kinda figured out something. Although I was troubled on Sunday, I'm ok now. I looked in the book of Job for my answers, but the truth was that on that Sunday itself, everything already had been revealed to me but I was concentrating too much on a single part of the talk... Well, the simplest solution to my problem was to be 'strong and courageous'. Pray and obtain strength from God even when in suffering. If I'm dying one day, I'm gonna do just that. I realise that I've been thinking too much about myself and not about God. Thats somewhere I'm gonna change. Aunty Kar Foon told us that it wasn't just about us, but abuout God. I guess I kinda forgot about that. Thanks for your help and concern guys... Mel, Gerald, Amanda, Aunty Kar Foon... All's well! But I can't help thinking that there's something God has prepared for me... Why else would he want me to learn about choices and sacrifice during the holidays, and now about suffering? I'm still waiting for the time this comes...

Went to Biopolis for a talk on Supremolecular Chemistry (Whatever that is). We kinda walked out on the speaker halfway through the Q&A session. The bus driver was pissed because we made him wait for quite long, so our teacher asked us to go off. I felt kinda bad because we walked out on a nobel prize winner. Haha... But who cares anyway. Just joking. Copied down some notes that I didn't comprehend fully. I'm gonna do my reflective essay on Friday...


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