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Quiet Days...

Have you guys ever looked at the sky and noticed weird stuff? Last Tuesday, the clouds were kinda in a weird position, arranged like a wave... Then on Saturday the moon was bright yellow in colour... And today the sun was a bright, firy red? Wow... Nature's something really weird.

We had a match, three RIGE Sec4s vs three RIGE Sec3s. Heres the score:

RIGE Sec4s 10 - RIGE Sec3s 2

Haha! The Sec4s are great! Me, Yan An and Karthik did well! Karthik scored 4, I scored 3 and Yan An scored 1 although he had blisters on his feet! Good job guys. The two remainding goals were own goals... I love my CCA! The Orientation preperation is going smoothly. We've already planned the war games and station games before the 5th or March. I'm in charge of YAYLAND with Hyqel. Hahahahaha..... We have to revamp the notice board and the website too! Yups. Lets do it!

Worship on Sunday was great, but I wasn't in any mood to celebrate. I had a feeling something would happen soon. The funny sermon didn't make me happy, the service didn't either, and talking to Mel wasn't any use either. Thanks for everything though Mel. You're a good childhood friend... "Who Am I, that the Lord of all the earth would care to know my name........." Nice song, but it sounds kind of inspirational don't you think? Actually I kinda felt really sad inside while we were playing it but I didn't know why... Maybe cos I could feel 'it' coming. You guys should know what that 'it' was right? You guys know how lost it feels to be unable to help someone in dire straits even if you tried really hard right?

Got the news from Mel. It didn't help that Lim Jin Nee scolded the whole school for being too noisy. Who cares what she has to say when theres something else more important going on? Argh... I could care less about my homework than this. Wonder it Steph and Kim are ok. Well, whats past is past. Time to carry on...

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