And exams are done with!!! I was pretty pleased when exams were over, and I'm indulging myself with relaxation... Actually not much of it because since then I've had to do stuff like prepare for my teaching for SYC as well as preparing materials for YE sessions! The next thing on my to do list for YE will be to prep for leaders meeting, coming up with next half's schedule, and leaders training... Got my work cut out for me, as always with every holiday period!
So want to take this chance to talk about something that I felt specially that God was speaking to me this week... I've always not taken stuff like internships and enrichment because my time is always taken up by church stuff, and that thought came to haunt me the night before my second last paper... I wanted to sleep early, but ironically ended up awake for some time, thinking about my future and how I would match up with all my peers, who definitely have much more credentials and a bigger CV than I do... Fear crept in, one of a future lived in despair and futility... Well, I still managed to get to sleep, but God replied me two days later I was preparing for teaching at SYC.
Well the topic was about the Adequacy of God, and I read the text in preparation for it, the statement "If God is for you, then who can be against?" stood out to me... It reminded me that though I'd face many fears, that I have a God who's the sovereign protector, and He has prepared a future for me... I felt really comforted about the situation, and I was thankful that He answered, even in that short span of time. Indeed, I find myself coming to a knowledge that God is willing to speak to those who willingly seek Him as well... And because of that I'm really encouraged!
I've always prided myself in my passion for God and my worldview, but I'm also being shown and taught things on a daily basis, and that truly humbles me. I may have come far, but I still have a distance to go. I'm only glad that God continually shows Himself to me though I may be a sinful man. Looking forward to more wonderful life lessons whilst I'm held in His embrace! =)
So want to take this chance to talk about something that I felt specially that God was speaking to me this week... I've always not taken stuff like internships and enrichment because my time is always taken up by church stuff, and that thought came to haunt me the night before my second last paper... I wanted to sleep early, but ironically ended up awake for some time, thinking about my future and how I would match up with all my peers, who definitely have much more credentials and a bigger CV than I do... Fear crept in, one of a future lived in despair and futility... Well, I still managed to get to sleep, but God replied me two days later I was preparing for teaching at SYC.
Well the topic was about the Adequacy of God, and I read the text in preparation for it, the statement "If God is for you, then who can be against?" stood out to me... It reminded me that though I'd face many fears, that I have a God who's the sovereign protector, and He has prepared a future for me... I felt really comforted about the situation, and I was thankful that He answered, even in that short span of time. Indeed, I find myself coming to a knowledge that God is willing to speak to those who willingly seek Him as well... And because of that I'm really encouraged!
I've always prided myself in my passion for God and my worldview, but I'm also being shown and taught things on a daily basis, and that truly humbles me. I may have come far, but I still have a distance to go. I'm only glad that God continually shows Himself to me though I may be a sinful man. Looking forward to more wonderful life lessons whilst I'm held in His embrace! =)
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