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Blemish

Considerably irritated by the fact that I've not been getting important emails because people are still sending stuff to my old account... Its not as if I hadn't told people to switch my email address... As a result I'm not too sure what I have to do with regards to a lot of my ministry work for this month, and I'm absolutely not going to accept giving God shoddy work because of a lack of information. So SEND ME THOSE EMAILS!!! Gah. To soccermugger@gmail.com in case any of you still don't know.

Besides that, the next 3 days will be pretty difficult in terms of nerves. Wednesday there's a jap essay presentation in lecture, Thursday is Jap oral test and Friday is Jap speech in tutorial. 3 occasions having to speak publicly and be judged on it, all in a row.

Preparing for worship on top of that, and also coordinating cell when nothing has been firmed up yet... On the 20th is church leaders meeting, 15 or 16th is YE leaders meeting... Adding these things makes it a whole lot more difficult. And plus the email thing! Just thinking about it makes me mad... How am I supposed to prep for the 15th/16th and 20th without any info?

Once again, I suppose God is alright with me not having the info but just preparing with all I've got for His glory. However I can't forgive myself if anything were to go horribly wrong and if there'll be adverse consequences. Don't want to offer up anything with blemish...

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