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Lazy, Hazy Days

Cough cough... Urgh the haze is doing loads of damage to my body. Cough started on wednesday, persisted on thursday, and irritated people during the jap test on friday. Haze haze go away! I think its affected my ability to think straight, do BS effectively and tmr for sure it'll affect worship leading. Not gonna let it stop me though, only if I fall seriously ill. Quite afraid that I'll be really disruptive during service tmr...

On the brink of completing my 2nd last assignment, with only minor adjustments and the biblio left to do. After this only one stats assignment left! Scored well for stats test. Though expected 70/100, got an 85, which was amazingly great!

This week was considerably bad, with the haze, assignment submissions, having to lead BS, and lead worship all rolled in one. If the haze weren't there many things would have been a lot better, and I'd be able to manage all the rest of the stuff without much more difficulty. Also, really bored of the uni routine already. Though everyday's a new experience, sometimes it just feels so monotonous...

Enjoyed getting to Grace's house for SYC AGM, cos the journey reminded me of the past when I was still in JPS and when I lived in Parc Oasis. The Jurong area has always been close to my heart. Realise that I've been looking back really often these past few weeks. But youth only comes once I guess. Oh well its alright, part of growing old is like that. Nostalgia.

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