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Reliance

Haven't been sleeping well for the past few days... Cos of the excitement of uni, and thinking about how lectures and school life will go. Some nights I'd just lie in bed running through the things I'd do in school like buying texts, walking from place to place and things like that. (Good thing my lectures are in the afternoon...) It reminds me of how much I've chosen not to rely on God enough, instead taking a lot of the freedom I have into my own hands. Regrettably, uni's not doing a ton of good to my relationship with Him... A little upset that before I read through my notes, and run through my to-do-list I've stopped asking Him for guidance.

Starting to understand how people can lose their way spiritually in uni. A place where you have to grasp everything yourself, from your social life, to your learning, to the way you plan your schedule. Its way too easy to neglect God and lead your life the way you plan it. I've got to be more aware of the devil creeping in...

Am proud to say though that I've not been lost at all whilst in school though its my first week. The signs around were pretty much clear enough to direct me to the places I needed to be. And I've already started getting around without using the signs even.

Well lectures. Enjoyed myself at some of them. History and Social Work lecturers were really good because of the lecturers. I love how my Jap lecturer will suddenly break out in japanese whilst speaking english, and how she's so enthusiastic. Stats lecturer has this funny HK accent and tends to repeat himself, but he's a great guy. Looking forward to more!

Time to just let go and let God work in my life!

Other stuffs of note that I won't elaborate on: Praise GEM prayer, BB Helping, Tutorial Bidding.

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