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Thank God the exercise well. It wasn't perfect, but it showed the new OC our abilities and our hard work put into our training. I think I did rather well, handling the pressure and I was able to troubleshoot most of the problems happening in the comps and the server. A big thanks goes to my duty team for helping out and everyone supporting each other.

I'm pretty stoked cos in a months time I'll be a soldier with one year of ns left, and everything is going pretty smoothly. In the past I wanted a posting without weekends burnt so badly, but one thing that God reminds me over and over again is the fact that everything happens for a reason.

Thinking back I was a fool to think that everything would happen as I wanted it if I asked God sincerely. Now I know better. And now I'm a much more mature person. Once again, I've changed for the better.

I thought that nothing good would come out of ns, and it was just a transition period into my next portion of life. But, once again, I am wrong. It has helped me treasure my friends, after missing all of them for long periods at once. It has helped me become content with what I have, making me much more optimistic. It has made me more strong willed, resilient and it has given me a better understanding of the world around me. Most importantly, it has taught me to persevere, like a good Christian soldier going into battle.

There are more ways I can become a better person in time, and I'm looking forward to the future. =)

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Ok so my old hobby is coming back to me: jigsaw puzzle making. Right now I'm starting on a 1000 piece one with a lot of cats on it. Hopefully I'll be done over 2 book outs, and it'll be beautifully framed after that.

Besides that, chapter 1 of my story is finally complete, my study of katakana is also complete, and my brief study of the bible is almost complete, as I'm currently at Titus and just a few books away from Revelations. But as always, I'm rueing the fact that my memory of verses don't last for even 2 days. Gotta put in more effort.

Yup this week will be my ops manning week. Which is a dangerous week to go out, which explains all the unconfirmed plans and inability to commit fully to anything. Ops manning = need to report to camp at a moments notice just to take attendance.

So if I'm going out, I'll have my camp pass, army handphone with me and I'll be in my jeans, shoes, and would rather not do any physical activity or attend movies, plays or performances. Things I'd rather be doing would be pool, lan, breakfast, lunch, dinner or just hanging out at a food outlet/someone's house. (Preferably in the west)

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