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Whoa! 50 pounds for me! Haha! Theory exam was a success! Just made it to the distinction mark, and bagged 50 pounds for myself. I'm gonna save it up to buy a bass guitar...

Advanced modules were ok... At least it wasn't as stressful as last year's. I heard they rushed through last year's advance module syllabus. Saw the elephant toothpaste experiment. A mix of manganese oxide and hydrogen peroxide creates soap and Oxygen! Wow. Saw the detrimental effects of pollution on the environment. Its really sad that people die or mutate because of chemical poisoning, all because people are inconsiderate enough to dispose of the waste in a slipshod manner. The time spent on advance module's wasn't wasted! But I have to right a 500 word essay on it... Argh.

John's worship session... Well... I'm gonna have to thank him and God. Everything bottled within me for the past few years finally came out in tears. All the sadness, all the pain, all the hate and fear I kept to myself. The time of worship was awesome. I could feel it... The presence of the holy spirit. I just sank to my knees and cried everything out. I don't know why I did that, but it helped. The work of the holy spirit has really helped me... It was just like as if I were a com and the holy spirit pressed the "clear cookies" button. I ended up feeling more lighter and happier inside, if you know what I mean. Next time you see me, there'll be a smile on my face! :)

Jon and Paul... You guys have my support! Go and do the stuff you wanna do! You're doing an awesome job so don't let anyone's comments stop your progress. Continue with the schedule and stuff like that. At the end of the day, if they reject it, you can leave the plans for later. If they accept it, then you have more time to work on it ya? I think that something to link YE and the BB and GB is long overdue... So go do it in the name of the Lord! All the best to you guys.

Family is the most important thing after God... Thats what I feel. I've been in a major battlefield before. The one in which many parties are fighting against each other. Sibling vs sibling, adult vs adult and adult vs sibling, all at the same time. I never want to see that again, even in the families of other people I love. If you noticed, one of my goals is to bring my family together. And I'm glad its working. Slowly but surely. Conflict within the family is like a civil war inside a country. In the end, the ones who get the most hurt are those in the middle, the civilians. They get killed or injured just because they're "in the way". I still remember when they were fighting. All of them. And I was in the middle. Seeing how my family was getting torn apart, I think the one with the most scars in the end was me. I never want this to happen to anyone else I know. Its too much a pain to bear. Its as if you're being torn apart, when you're unable to do anything to prevent your family from going further from each other. I'm having a hard time salvaging all I can from the casualties, and I shudder when I think of bringing all the parties together for a peace conference. Cherish your family, otherwise when you are sitting in the same boat as me, you will wonder why it happened. In a family, its not all just about you. Its about everyone. Yeah. Please stop quarelling with your parents or siblings, or your entire family may be thrown into the fray, just like mine was. Please...

I have no idea why this came out. Haha! Just felt like letting some people out there know. Yeah.

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