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Easter...

Saturday was kinda funny. Our instructor made us picture the day of SYF, to see whether we were nervous or not. To tell the truth, I was taking it very seriously. And I found out that somehow being nervous was kinda easy, but it was also easy to supress that emotion. I owe it to playing in church. Somehow, playing for the people you love is much more easier than playing to people you don't know, especially when you're playing for God instead of impressing people or making them enjoy your music. But something worries me... Am I supressing my emotions too much? Never mind about that. Many people do the same thing as me I guess.

Sunday... Easter worship was great! Considering we had only 1 and a half hour of practice? I think I screwed up some bass lines, but it was ok for me overall. Its a good job for the second time I'm officially doing the bass for YE. Thanks idol! Yeah... The key to bass is to play it and look good! Haha. Not forgetting glorifying God in the process. Absolutely!

Aunty Karfoon asked us to lay down something. The thing I gave up was... Being a self oriented person. I no longer want to stay as my old self. The kind that doesn't speak up when he has a chance. I want a say in whatever I do, instead of laying back. I think its gonna help my relationship with God in the long run. It'll help my relationships with the people I know too. I also asked for something from God. That I'll reveal later, when I eventually get it.

Got a balloon sword, but my brothers burst it again! Haha. Well. The sword kinda reminds me of the bible I have in my hands. The word of God is a sword to aid you in battle against the Devil and against evil. Always remember that. When you're tempted, use the word. Gave the balloon flower to my bro who gave it to Shirley. Wells.

If theres anyone out there whos waiting for me to make the first move... Well. I'm not ready. Until I open myself up fully, I won't be able to treat you well, share your pain, your hurt, your laughter, your happiness to the best of my ability. If you're out there waiting, please wait a bit more...

Well. The moon's really bright. I read Hui Juan's BLOG. And shes right. Its funny how people are so busy that they don't even notice the small things happening around them or that are already present. Thats the reason I enjoy looking at the moon and walking in the rain. To remind myself of those little things you forget. Yeah!

Guess the break's over. See you guys in school or in church or in CCA soon. Haha. Have a nice week.

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