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Noein

An update on the week that has just passed... It was tiring of course, but a lot more bearable than the previous week. No really definitive moments after my tuesday post... But I'm getting used to all the lecturers and their styles.

A couple of simple things that happened along the way:
1. Wednesday: Went for Roman's teaching chapter 4-5.
2. Thursday: Went for YE Meeting
3. Friday: Lead in SYC for the topic on Passion
4. Saturday: After YE went to my cousin's new house, The Pinnacle @ Duxton
5. Sunday: Played for main

Out of these few I'll highlight the last 3. The teaching on passion was exceptionally beneficial for me, definitely facilitating the discussion on certain topics you learn the most about it. I suppose I'm not a very passionate person, but after thinking about it I shall try to be as passionate as I can be for everything that I do, even though I don't outwardly show it. Its only fitting as a way to show my love for God for everything He's placed in my life, even the seemingly mundane. And I believe having passion will be part of the solution for me being too hard on myself... Only time will tell whether it'll work out.

As for points 4 and 5... I'm really enjoying myself playing in main. Today as I played the songs for the kids - Jesus you are so good and I love you Jesus, I really expressed these things without inhibition as I played, which was a really special experience for me. Visiting my cousins house was another great experience, with gardens on the 25th and 50th floors, even though its a hdb flat. I would've been able to spend hours in the gardens just looking at the view and enjoying the feel of the breeze. Wanna go back there to visit them again one day.


Finally, I'm now watching an anime called Noein. Very very interesting, and its of the sci-fi genre. Basically in the anime many alternate dimensions exist, and in one of them people are forced to live underground as unknown dimensional monsters begin attacking that world. The people of that world are forced to look in different dimensions for something called the Dragon's Torque, something that can detect and alter dimensions to save themselves. They chance upon in a dimension set 15 years in the past, and some people are sent to retrieve it... The people from the future meet themselves from the past... And the rest you've gotta watch for yourself.

Makes me wanna meet myself from 15 years in the future, or perhaps 15 years in the past. An interesting concept, don't you think. Maybe I'll be able to? When I'm 15 years older and read this blog once over.

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