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Mayday

Yesterday was one of the worst days to fall sick... Especially with so many things to attend to. Grandma's birthday dinner, sorting out Gihon's prayer buddies and praying for YE to name a few. And it was the 1st time in ages I've gotten sick twice in the same year. Pfft. Oh well at least it gave me time to think about various things. But thats the only positive out of the many negatives.

Finally got my new QT material! Bought it during the recee for ID retreat. Just reading through Christian help books and short passages of the bible without something to put it into perspective was quite dreary... I'm glad I got the chance to buy it!

One thing I'm getting really interested in is murder mysteries, have been watching the Murder Game, Murder in Small Town X and Kindachi Case Files. Its scary how simple emotions can push people to the point of murder or committing a crime, and how twisted killers can be born from just a lingering hatred for someone else.

Another would be folklore, mythology and legends of various cultures. Persona, the Shin Megami Tensei series, Tokyo Majin and various readings on wikipedia pretty much piqued my interest. Its quite intriguing the way "demons" and "spirits" are blamed for natural phenomenon which can't be explained, and how people's imaginations can run so wild, causing them to create all these legends.

To do list:
1. Prep BS
2. Msg Elijah
3. Msg Gihon abt prayer buddies
4. Msg Gihon abt usher duty this week and YE
5. Prep teaching/ppt for ID retreat
6. Tutor Aaron on thurs
7. Driving on tues
8. Confirm CIP with Aunty KF

Leisure
9. Finish Tokyo Majin
10. FF13
11. Get lyrics for all songs on iTunes
12. Sign Lang
13. Cook

This years May's busier than usual...

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