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Kirito

Just reformatted my comp on friday... Accidentally deleted some important file needed so had to start all over. So now no DOTA, no iTunes, no photos, no songs etc. So anyone who wants to send me any of the above things please do so.

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Well med interviews were ok. Nothing very intimidating, confusing or difficult to answer. But of course I'm wishing I'd said more so they can accurately understand my position, my desire to enter medicine. Oh well its over and done with.

One thing I've always been wondering is whether interviewers look out for the mannerisms, attitude, reaction of the interviewee or they look out for areas where the interviewee can contribute to their organisation. If it were the former I think I'd do well... If it were the latter I'm not very sure if I can make it...

I'm trying not to think of it too much... But I gotta say it again. Too much hinges on this. Whether I can fufill my ambitions, whether the plans for my future come through, whether I can get deferment, whether I'd have to rethink things all over again. It all counts on this.

If I don't make it I'll be the only one in COGS to try and get into medicine and fail at entering. That prospect makes me feel a little sad. But whatever. So be it.

All I can say is this: Your will be done on earth as in heaven.

SYC yesterday was a timely reminder.

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This is a tense month. Perhaps this will be the worst month ever in my eighteen+ years of life. Perhaps this will be the best month. I'm afraid to know the conclusion. But whatever it is at the end, I'll accept it with pleasure.

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