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Woohoo... Sometimes I really think I'm blind. So many good things have been happening yet I've only seen the crushing pain the medicine course blues have given me.

Event #1

Originally: Supposed to be in 10/07 platoon, with a majority of PES C, PES BP people. When I first sat in my bunk in the accomodations block I immediately felt out of place cos I was the only skinny guy there. No offense though, I'm very very skinny.

Then... Was shifted to 11/07 platoon, which needed PES A and B people. Met lots of great friends, and people around my size at least. Felt more at home there.

Event #2

Originally: Performed badly for an exercise, and was told by the course commander there would be a repeat exercise on either a weekend or a public holiday. Morale down. =(

Then... There was no time to conduct an extra exercise due to the guard duties allocated to my course sergeant and others in my platoon. So no weekend/holiday burnt.

Event #3

Originally: Was supposed to have guard duty last wednesday and would last into the morning of labour day. Felt sian...

Then... There was an excess of guards for the day! Got to book out on wednesday night instead of doing guard duty. Was picked randomly by course sergeant to drop out of guard duty for the day.

Event #4

Originally: Was supposed to go to Taiwan for 3 weeks, would've missed dad's birthday, and holy spirit weekend. Not to mention all the important events around that time.

Then... The trip was surprisingly cancelled due to difficulties in planning. Surprise!

Event #5

Originally: Was slated to go to 1SIR after the completion of my signal course. Supposedly it is a place with a lot of chiongsua and a lot of physical and mental training.

Then... Got my posting order yesterday... The 1SIR thing had fallen through, and instead I was posted to 8SIG (8th Signal Battalion) a supposedly much slackier place and also near to my house. Out of the other people in my platoon, I got the best posting a person in my situation could have.

Feeling extremely encouraged now. Perhaps more good things are on the way?

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