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S03H Everything's getting normal in and around school... Lots more breaks, lots more free time, lots more interesting things to do. Participated in Interhouse Championship Chinese Chess today. Haha first time playing CChess in a major tournament. A bit rusty, ever since the class craze for CChess ended a term ago. Still had most of my skills though. The previous times I'd participated in an IHC for Morrison I played IChess, which I wasn't that successful at. This time CChess was pretty decent. Final results: MR 3rd, 44 points. Result Tally: 4 wins 1 loss Reached B48 at around 2pm with Kevin. And we teamed up with Yong Sheng to form a 3 person team. Each house is allowed only 4 teams of 3. So 4 teams from BB and BW competed, as well as 3 teams from MT and 2 teams from HH. Total matches all of us had to play = 5. And it was 1 point for win, 0.5 points for draw and 0 points for a loss. Did ok I guess. It was fun while it lasted. So my team ended up with 9 points out of a possi...

It is done. Well... I guess thats all thats needed to be said. The burden is gone, and thats all that matters. This week was much better, thanks to everyone around me for making it easier. Could tell that some people held back on purpose so I'd feel better. I guess that helped. Thank you. This week was full of pleasant surprises, not to mention birthday celebrations. And I believe that it was God who arranged everything, from the little things to the large. *** Eden-Sol It was Sam's birthday... And Eden-Sol went to Swensens to celebrate the concert, as well as his birthday. Picture time! Sam's birthday present from Eden-Sol! Sam with his present haha. We ate 2 regular earthquakes, and a firehouse happy birthday in total. We must've been ultra hungry. About 4 scoops of ice cream per person. *** S03H Day at the Museum! S03H's funky learning journey to the National Museum. More pics. Intro pic. Outside the National Museum. Aswin, Azrin and Vivek. The chandeliers are ...

Warning! Angsty Post. 4 more days... Final Stretch! The race is nearly done. And I'm glad. But its been one horrible week after another. Its so weird how once one thing crumbles, everything else seems to crumble and fall to pieces. And I'll have to admit to myself... I'm getting depressed. Even though I act as if nothing has happened and I seem to look alright. The pain is still growing, gnawing and consuming me. Time to get rid of it, right here right now. *** S03H Fantastic. Civics on Tuesday was about being a role model. Made me wonder whether I've been a good one. I don't think so. Those younger kids, those friends that look up to me... Have they lost all respect for me? Something tells me... The answer is yes. At least I don't feel the respect any more. I don't feel like I'm being acknowledged, or understood by anyone. Some actions I do aren't as good as I thought. Things I did and thought were right to do turned out horribly wrong. I just don...

11 more days... I'd initially thought that the toughest part of these last few days would be cos of my inability of my body to keep up, but thats not the case. Its my mind and heart that cannot keep up with my body. Well, more on that later... *** Soccer Man City 0 Charlton 0 Everton 4 Fulham 1 Chelsea 1 Tottenham 0 Arsenal 0 West Ham 1 Blackburn 1 Aston Villa 2 Middlesbrough 4 Watford 1 Reading 1 Liverpool 2 Sheffield 1 Newcastle 2 Wigan 1 Bolton 3 Portsmouth 2 Man U 1 AC Milan 2 Bayern Munich 2 PSV 0 Liverpool 3 Chelsea 1 Valencia 1 Roma 2 Man U 1 *** S03H Well, results are back... Considering the circumstances, I think I did quite well. And... A bit of disappointment. Some people treated me quite badly because of my results, especially after knowing that I've been mugging for only 2 days a subject. Whatever. I did well cos God was faithful to me. You don't have to treat me that way just cos you're envious and you didn't/can't do as well as me. Here are the gr...

Hey guys... I guess I've sorta overestimated the pressure of juggling my rock, guitar, piano and H3 commitments. I'd expected myself to burn out by midweek, which was approximately Wednesday, then die for the rest of the week. Although I did burn out on Wednesday, after piano I felt strangely... Good. And the rest of the week felt like a breeze. Even though there was additional prac on Sat it was really nice. Glad I'm feeling that way. Keep it up Ben Low! Only 17 days left to stress freeness! *** Soccer Liverpool 4 Arsenal 1 Bolton 1 Sheffield 0 Charlton 1 Wigan 0 Fulham 1 Portsmouth 1 Man U 4 Blackburn 1 Newcastle 0 Man City 1 West Ham 2 Middlesbrough 0 Watford 0 Chelsea 0 Tottenham 1 Reading 0 *** S03H Well... Most of the results are back, and I guess its been better than expected. With only 2 days of mugging per subject I'm pretty surprised that I did that well. My powers of DOTS are pretty strong (probably thanks to Zheng), and I think my memory of past topics are v...