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Concerts

Hey guys... Oh well. Haha. I seem to be saying those three phrases really often. I think its a result of previous MSN convos. But the thing is, I haven't been online for a really really long long time.

Well, Guitar concert's today. And with Rock concert on Friday, I guess I'm really pumped up and ready to go. Nothing's gonna stop me. But the only thing I'm real unhappy about is what has happened while preparing for the concerts.

1. Haven't been going for gym sessions for 3 weeks
2. Lost weight (either that or got skinnier)
3. QT in the mornings have less impact (though prayer has more)
4. Haven't completed my overdue homework
5. Reach home at 11pm++ every single day
6. No chance to talk with you guys online
7. No chance to mug for Econs Test, Chem SPA
8. I feel like the devil is attacking me spiritually, mentally and physically
9. Haven't practised piano in like... over 1 month?
10. Didn't contribute as much as I could have for Easter

Well, I feel that point 8 is really really the largest thing in my path now. For some reason I begin having negative thoughts about the situation I'm in though I know he'll make things right again. Even worse, I start thinking of just giving up and stopping. No way I'm gonna bow down to the devil. I'm gonna press on.

Easter was awesome. Was in charge of the dry ice with Charissa. During 'Jesus's' entrance we had to pour the water into the dry ice to make the smoke effect. It was quite fun actually. The sermon later was good, as well as the acting, dancing and the logistics. I sincerely felt touched on that day. I hope I never become an E or C christian. And I can't believe that anybody would die for such a guy like me, just like Jesus did on the cross. And he died in such a painful, torturous and humiliating way. Jesus I love you for what you did.

-This portion of the post has been deleted due to defamatory remarks that implicated someone else. The author apologises for his actions...-

And sorry Shane I'll do the 5 weird things thingy later or something. Yup see ya guys.
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