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Whoa! CNY's here! Happy New Year guys! Hey shu! Hey shir and juan! Be your valentine? Hahaha. Cough. Hahaha... Well, if you guys say so....

Well, its been an interesting build up to the new year for me. Monday in school was pretty weird... I'm in charge of the sec1s for the guitar ensemble, being the vice chair and all, but I'm not feeling very optimistic about it. The previous brushes with sec1s wasn't that good. We'll see. Hyqel got the sec2s, the more rowdy bunch. I'm not sure what to do when I have lessons or trainings with them. We'll see...

Goal Tally: 9 goals in 18 matches in 6 sessions.

Argh. Our whole team's suffering from a major loss of form... Yen Siang's tired from his basketball matches, Shou Yee and Kenny are complaining about the teacher not allowing them to take off their shoes... (Without shoes, you get better control of the ball but you get injured more easily) Trying to find form is really hard, especially if you have no idea what's wrong. Argh.

Tuesday was better. No real lessons. Just celebrations. Yeah. Nothing much to worry about. But then after class, we decided to play soccer in class with a hockey ball. You know how hard those things are? Wing Chung hit the ball really hard and it hit my toe. Ow! Ow! My toe's still smarting. Helped with the class deco too. Tried to use the swiss army knife to open the can of paint. Got nicked on the index finger. Ow! Haha. Clumsy me.

After school, rested at home, then went to my grandma's house for reunion dinner. Nice to be with all your cousins. Even nicer if you played TaiTi and JimRummy and won $23.90 off them. Hahaha! I'm getting too ahead of myself here. Hahaha. Sorry guys. Never gamble with me. NEVER! Hahaha. Sorry again. Wells, got to rush back to my grandma's house!

Before I go, I have to say something. This year's CNY is kinda special for me. This is the period when I've decided to think more about who I really am. When I do realise my true self, I'll tell you guys. I think that all my friends out there deserve to know.... Well, have a nice CNY! Cheers!

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