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Alright! Soccer was fun!

Goal Tally: 9 goals in 15 matches in 5 sessions

I joined a new group with new people, Benny, Paul and Eugene. They're pretty persistent players who thrive on working hard to score goals. They're really stable players. I still didn't have much form though. It came late in the last game. That game was kinda like a Man U vs Arsenal thriller. You know what happened? I got pit against my previous team. Yeah. Haha. Kind of weird playing against the people who you used to help. In the first few minutes, our team had a 2-0 lead, but lost it as Kenny pulled 3 goals back and Shou Yee scored one to make it 4-2. Soon it was 4-3, then 5-3. Then we pulled back 2 more goals through Benny and Paul, making in 5-5. Haha.... Then it was the last few seconds of the match. Paul kicked the ball, and it fell to me in midfield. Nobody was coming, and Shou Yee was off position at the goal mouth. I dribbled awhile, then aim and kicked. And the ball flew and entered the right corner of the goal. Then the whistle blew. Hahaha... 6-5, with me scoring the winning one! Hahaha. Really sounds dramatic but ironic.

Well, played table soccer with Samuel, Eugene and Dali during RE. I and Eugene vs Samuel and Dali.

Ben & Eugene vs Dali & Samuel
34-16

I admit. We jammed the table soccer machine. But if we didn't, we'd have to pay $2.50. I'm too stingy and thrifty. Haha.

I was kinda numb throughout the wake. Not that I wasn't concerned, or anything negative. Maybe it was because my grandma died when I was acout 6 years old. I cried a lot and was really sad when I was young. Maybe thats why this wasn't as bad a thing as compared to what I experienced in the past. Read the book of job again. Doesn't tell anything about being numb about suffering. If you do find it, tell me ok? I wanna know if what I'm feeling is actually natural or not. It kind of makes me feel weird and different. Haha. Well.

Sometimes I feel like Soujiro Setta from Samurai X. No emotions whatsoever. Always smiles though. Trying to find himself and his freedom. Yeah. I feel like that. I don't know why. Maybe its cos of a sad childhood like his? Dunno.

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