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MP3 Craze

Went Christmas Shopping with my mum and bought a converse bag and some bermudas. Got some stuff for my cousins, and my bro got an MP3. I wonder why people these days want an MP3 actually. Isn't a discman, walkman or the radio enough for somebody? Its really cool though. The only problem is that my bro couldn't find a comp good enough to install the download software. The comp I'm using is too old, my father's laptop is like a maximum sercurity prison and don't forget, they busted the laptop.

Passed by a Christian book room and came across a book that talked about the martyrs that died for Christ. Quite touching really. Theres this one girl that got burnt alive because of her faith. Its these kind of people that are willing to sacrifice themselves for Christ that really deserve credit too. Really feel useless to God... If people can do these acts of great sacrifice, why can't we even have small sacrifices? I really feel that we should do more...

To tell the truth I'm really perplexed. What does God want me to do with all the stuff that I've learnt about making choices, glorifying God and now about sacrifice? Is there a reason why God has told me all this? I need some help...

Getting sick of updating EPL scores. Maybe thats cause I can't watch the matches. Wanna play soccer after YE next Sunday... I should really stop writing or I'll start feeling bad again.

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