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Weight Of The World

Hey guys I'm blogging from school... And every thursday seems rather rough... This week especially, with lots of things on my mind hmm... Mostly to do with church haha! Firstly teaching at SYC on Friday, then leading worship at YE on Saturday, and finally playing for worship on Sunday. I've long gotten used to doing many things in a row like this, but as I age my body and mind's capacity grows less and less. Am getting tired, mentally spent and spiritually involved so very often! Ecclesiastes 12:1 really got it right hahaha!

Well, a good thing is that Valentine's Day is approaching, as well as the 6th month anniversary of my relationship with Van. Its been a great journey so far... One thing that I need prayer for is how to balance my own needs and hers at the same time. Carrying your own burdens is hard enough so its not difficult to imagine how difficult carrying the burdens - physical, mental and spiritual of two people is. Its tough, but I'm trying my best, and I must say very rewarding and it really does help me see how hard God must have it, carrying the weight of all the people in the world... Makes me appreciate Him so much more! =)

Still've got a Japanese lecture from 6-8pm to come, and a meeting at the Phang's house for music core team! Gambatte Ben!

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