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5 Loaves 2 Fishes

I enjoyed the centenary services thoroughly; singing the songs, listening to sermons, watching the anglican church of Singapore in all its splendour. It was a truly splendid event, with so many churches involved.

Personally, I felt it very refreshing to be involved because it was something that only happens once every 100 years, and ushering helped me to smile a lot more than I usually do. Not forgetting all the short periods of time I spent talking to all the different types of people involved, and of course YE as well.

Offering these simple 5 loaves and 2 fishes I had, to serve in ushering was a truly humbling experience. Being able to serve over 10000 people helped me think of how small I was, and how big God is. Serving alongside youth willing to offer up what little they had, no matter how tired they would end up was another thing I felt really happy about.

And the best thing of it all is that I feel that I have gotten closer to all of the YE kids as a whole. I was always wondering why none of them would dare to come up to me to talk about random stuff... And I guess it was because I've always seemed like someone serious to them (and I'm old lol). So this time I've taken the first step and spoken to some of them first, and its paid off in ways that I'm pleased with. I hope in future they aren't afraid to come up to me just to talk about anything they want to. I also hope that I will be able to help them grow in Christ and learn to love Him more and more! =)

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