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Next post is the 400th!

Well... Don't have any time on my hands at all at this point of time.

Its gonna be a hectic couple of weeks for me, with little time for me to spend with myself, let alone others. I guess I'll make the next post a big one since it'll be 400, but please bear with me, because it'll take more than a week or so to come up with it given my tight schedule.

Ok so I'm going to driving course soon. Honestly I was quite pleased when I was initially chosen (although by right there are other more suitable candidates). But as the date of the course drew closer and closer I realised that the bond that I've built with my friends in camp was way too strong. I couldn't bear to leave, that plus my hate of change made the last few days in Stagmont kinda sad and unbearable. Now that I've left... It feels that a part of me still is there.

Of course the bonus from all that is I'll be able to attend every YE session (not that theres much of em at this part of the year) and church functions (although to a limited capacity because of the early book in time). Sigh. Hopefully I'll pass everything early and get to stay out at the last part of the course. And of course, become a driving pro.

Ah wells around 6-8 weeks and I'll be back to Stagmont. Please let time fly...

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