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Rivers In The Desert Will I See

Brains full of econs stuff... Can't think straight! Just realised today the consumption function doesn't equal to AE. Its a wonder how I managed to get past so many weeks of econs lessons without realising. And after the latest session of money I finally know what 'hot money' and 'capital inflow' is and its due to an increase in interest rate. I think.

Oh well.
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S03H

Grad night stuff is settled! Really glad about the people in my table. Its a mixture of 3H and 6S people... And I know most of em from random places. Out of 12 people 8 are from 3H (which I feel a bit guilty about) the rest of them are Jon Chua from GE, Trixie from Leonard's OG, Bel from Glimpse of Glory and SV. Looking forward to meeting the last person!

Wondering what I'm gonna be wearing. Definitely not something formal. Maybe the same thing I wore for the Christmas celebration with YE last year? We'll see. Exciting!
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YE

Whoa... Here we come! Here we come!

FOP was great. That was an understatement. It was beautiful, marvelous, awesome, splendid, awe inspiring, refreshing to say the least. My heart was in the clouds, with the one I loved: God. Nothing else mattered. He gave me the greatest gift I could ever get... Reassurance that miracles were possible, reassurances that my life would be great no matter what the circumstances.

Before this I was really worried about getting into med, getting a scholarship for it, and getting all the personal portfolio things done. But things have started to come into place piece by piece. And now I can truly say that the Lord is more than enough for me. The worries have all gone, and I'm confident no matter what happens, God will be by my side. Even if I do fail in getting a scholarship, I fail in getting into med... I will not grieve, for He is eternal.
Looking at all the YE people's blogs and reading about how they've been touched by FOP really encouraged me. Each story is different, filled with something miraculous, and filled with each person's love to God. Use this as a platform! Let the passion continue burning bright for Him. Go forth into your schools and touch the lives of your friends, just as Jesus has touched you.

Heaven and Earth will fade
But His love will still remain
He will do something new today!

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Random

Pics!!! Hmm this may seem a bit ego but forgive me... This is the very first time I've taken photos of all the gifts I've gotten for my birthday. I found it quite saddening that I couldn't even remember what was given to me last year. So I've decided to keep it all in pic form so I can remember, and give thanks for whatever I have.


This really amuses me. Its from Bethea by the way.


Soup at Jack's Place. Great.

Black Pepper Steak. *Droolsss*

An early present I got. Finished it in a couple of hours over two days. Lots of comments... But I'll keep them to myself.

Pretty flower! Yee Ying picked it for me. Yes I think I know whats going through your mind Leonard. KoL? Got the trophy already. (Sorry if you guys don't get it. Only people playing Kingdom of Loathing will understand. Go wiki it if you want to find out more.)

Slacker shoes! Daryl chose em... But of course he didn't pay for it, my parents did. His taste is really good. Colour suits what I usually wear (=blue). Goes well with my sling bag.

Packet of sweets from Hazel and Sherill! I've eaten most of them except the bananas and false teeth.


Thank you, S03H. I love you all. Looking forward to spending tomorrow afternoon with you guys at the Ramen Quest and Mahjong heh.


Thank you Gerald. This book was given at a real apt time.

Last but not least... Thank you Eunice! You've given me the best gift a human being could ever give me. You've understood the reason why I keep this blog, you've understood my posts, and you've understood me as a person. I'm sorry I didn't return the gift... But don't worry, I will, face to face. Next time you visit here, leave a tag k? I love you too! =)

So in conclusion what I wanna say is... Thank you so much. To everyone. One day, when the memories of this age are all gone... I will look back at this, smile, and feel blessed. God bless!

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