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RJGE Concert

Went to see RJGE's concert on Tuesday! Well, it was ok. Saw Ian. He was right in the middle of the first row. And he was playing quite well! Awesome! Well, HCGE came as well, and Joshua was playing! He was seated on the right side on row three. Met David from SJC outside the Concert Area. HE was one of the ushers for the concert or something... We brought a large box of chocolates into the concert hall, and we gave some to our seniors. Instead of flowers. Chocolates are more practical I guess. During interval we kinda sneaked out to find the backstage and find our seniors. People were trying to stop us but we still ran through. Haha.

Well, Wednesday was founders day rehearsal. Boring. Sat around for an hour waiting for the parade to finish then we moved on to the outdoor segment. Stood in the sun for real long. To tell the truth I felt a bit sick. Not enough sleep + recovering from an illness isn't exactly a good combo. Held on till the end then went home.

They quarelled over the com again... Bah. Made my mom so mad. She screamed real loud and I got stuck in the middle again... I'm sick of all the pain, all the suffering, all the disappointment, all the sickness, all the sadness of the world. Even worse, I can't bear to see people around me get hurt... I guess the only reason I'm still living right now is to fufill the work God has set out for me and also if I'm gone... I know that people out there would be real sad. I'm not gonna care about things like that anymore. Time to focus on God...

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