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Respect

Respect has to be earned, not forced... Hmm... How do you earn my repect? Do things from your heart. Do what you feel inside. Never do something just because its "Your duty". Do it because you want to. Be true to what you feel inside, and you'll earn my respect. The same goes out to textbook christians and textbook muggers out there. If you don't like it, DON'T do it. Don't come complaining when you find it tough. It makes me sick.

Anyways, watched a movie "Shattered Glass" about some guy name Stephen Glass working for a political newspaper who cooked up stories to fufil his quota. About half of his 40 over articles were fake. That guy is one smart guy... Managed to lie through the entire editing process. Haha. KI... A new subject. Looks real tough, lots of writing in the exam. I'm not going to take it for A Levels, thats for sure.

Uchenna and Joyce won the amazing race. Aww... Rob and Amber are real smart people, even if they're really unethical. I think they're nice and funny too. Haha. The right three are in the American Idol now. But one of my fellow rockers are still out... Argh. Go Bo! Rockers are awesome!

Founders Day reheasal was a breeze. We managed to put our rock act together, but the teacher felt that it was inappropriate for the occasion and scrapped it... Haha. Never mind. We only put in one hour of work in anyways. The internet connection in the library is screwed and so is the Novell log in. We couldn't save our work anywhere and ended up doing nothing. Haha.

Hmm... CT Papers... I've done quite well I guess. My standard of well being about B4 and above. Haha. Talk about low expectations. Studies are not the most important thing in this world. Its how your results show that God has touched your life in as special way. Given you the talent to go this far... Given you the faith to go on believing even the results don't go your way...

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