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1 Year

Hi all, its been half a year since this blog was updated and I'm starting to understand the part it played in my life: an outlet of reflection and understanding my inner self. It seems that only through journaling do my inner most thoughts and emotions come to the forefront. Its high time I re-kindle that and so here I am. I just hope that I can sustain this despite work.

First off, just over the weekend I completed my IPPT, 63 points = Pass with incentive. Despite not training for my running I'm glad I managed to complete the run without stopping, albeit with a timing less than satisfactory - 13+ minutes. The surprising part is how even despite that I still managed to get 63 points. I suppose training with push up and sit ups have been useful! Very thankful to God for pulling me through that.

The other thing is that I've reached 1 year of service at my company, and I'm still very pleased and happy to be with the organization I'm at. June was very difficult, with church camp and also having to see 50+ clients during the month. It was the toughest month that I've had since I've joined and there were times where fatigue would just consume me. Part of this month I needed to deal with spillover from June, and I must say I haven't had enough rest. Partially because of church camp I had less days to do my mountain of work - 18 working days for 56 cases was an average of 3+ per day. Plus I had a couple of difficult clients that were taking my time and kept coming to see me in July. Well August is going to be better I hope!

More happy news is that Vanessa and I are headed to our 5th year of our relationship, and everything is great as usual! She's had to deal with my fatigue and she's a great support, and I've been helping support her in her decisions for her future. She's in a time of transition and figuring out what she wants to do with her life, and to be of help is an honour for me. I'm especially happy when I put that smile on her face when we meet, especially when she's been mulling over various problems.

Leisure! Ever since the start of the year I had to do lots of dropping stuff - I'm no longer running or playing the piano, regrettably. But anime is one thing that helps me relax so I'm still going for that. Watching Moyashimon now, which is a rather interesting anime about a Agricultural College student who can see microbes as cute little emoji look-a-like thingies. Quite educational, as it teaches about the kinds of micro-organisms that can be found around your home and are important in daily life!

Hope I keep up the habit of blogging again (although I can't guarantee that I can do so). Shall try my best!


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