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Liberation

So I can finally write a blog post after a long and arduous journey through the last year of uni life. Boy was the last year of it so distracting with drawing me away from God. Just thinking back leaves a rather sour taste in my mouth when I should instead be tasting the sweetness of victory over this phase of my life. Oh well... The last exam ended yesterday, and I decided to leave quick because I really dislike goodbyes... Whilst I was on the way home I decided to be more proactive about maintaining my friendships I've gotten from uni, so I'll do just that!

The other exciting thing was playing drums for main service for the first time on Sunday... To be honest it was nerve wracking and I've never been so tense whilst playing an instrument in a while. And only God knows where I learnt how to play drums because I've never done it before. I can only attribute that to God's grace, Him knowing I need some encouragement by His empowerment. I thank God that things went well as I stepped forward in faith. I hope to never do it again but God has a sense of humour doesn't He!

The last thing is about job applications. I've applied to my first set of 4 jobs all from MSF, and I'm pretty stoked about one of them: the youth guidance officer. This'll be a job that will involve being role models to the teens in the boys and girls homes, and it'll definitely be challenging and rewarding. Really excited! And I'm quite grateful to Jon who recommended it to me, as once I saw it it jumped right out at me compared to all the other options I've been considering. And once again I can only think of it as God's provision and guidance.

Well, time for a little bit of break before I embark on some part time work whilst I wait upon the results of the job applications! I need it! Seems like a large sleep debt has mounted erp.

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