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Life Lessons

Seeing Vanessa post on her blog 10 things that are positive everyday made me rather proud of her, and hence although I may not be doing the exact same thing, I was inspired to post more things that speak of God's goodness and His realness in my life!

Today was another of those days where He revealed more about my deeper insecurities. As mentioned by the previous posts, one of the nights of the previous week I was worried and feared for my future. It was today, as I spent my time with Vanessa that I realized the core issue I was dealing with. Looking at my fear, its not one of staying in obscurity, or not living up to my own expectations or anything like that. God revealed to me it was because of my faithfulness and commitment to the future of the relationship between Van and I that I was feeling this way.

In other words, He showed me that my anxiety and fear, though uncalled for, was not a selfish one, because it wasn't self seeking. It was born out of my love and responsibility towards the one God has tasked me to shelter and protect. Now that I know that, I guess it does make sense! After all, no such fear has appeared till now.

Once again I thank God for His revelations and showing me the truths behind my fears that have been dwelling within the recesses of my mind so I truly know how to keep improving for His sake. I'm only human, and God is still moulding me as my life changes and my responsibilities increase. One thing I love about God is that He always equips us to handle life's many changes, and He'll never leave us to fend for ourselves. That's what I see in my life now, and that's what I appreciate very much about my Lord.

Well, looking forward to seeing more of God's hand in my life!

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