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Melancholy

Its been two rather tough, intense weeks in a row... The previous week was pretty alright, with the most difficult thing being studying for tests... This week that just passed was exceptionally taxing, with late nights of sleeping from studying coupled with needing to wake up early to fetch darren to his camp, and needing to chair the YE leader's meeting.  It's been tiring but as usual God is faithful!

Right now I was hoping I could rest but next week there're 2 presentations and an assignment in store, so gotta settle one of the presentations within the weekend, plus I need to teach in YE in the weekend. It'll be another rush to the weekend perhaps, but after that the next 2 weeks are relatively much more relaxed until week 12 and 13, where all the deadlines rush in hmm...

Well asides from being tired I'm still working on the Fantasie Impromptu, finally finishing the 3rd page and moving into the 4th. The tough part of it is pretty much through with, and I think I can continue on a roll. As for anime... My old series has finished, and now next on my list is the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, which should be rather interesting. Not too sure what it's about, but it is pretty popular hmm I'll watch it and see what its like!

I'll keep pressing on, and things will only get more relaxed! =)

Thinking about the future, I really don't want to be a workaholic at all, its not a life that I'd like. I'd much rather have a simple job, have simple pleasures, and live simply. But we'll see, we'll see!

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