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Namo!

Getting ready for the next week of NS life now. The horrors of field camp are already over for me... And I did well to make it out alive, with no blisters, no cuts, no injuries, no sickness whatsoever. So I enjoyed my CNY.

Sit test is the next obstacle in my way. Honestly its no stress for me at all. I'm not aiming for OCS or SISPEC, cos if my career path allows it, I'll auto be an MO. If I don't make it I'm happy being an ordinary soldier. That'll help me focus more on YE worship, and I think that's what the Lord wants.

CNY was the usual. Mahjong, snacks, visitation and so on. Went for a couple of outings. Friday was with Kestrel Platoon 2, and we ate BK and watch CJ7, which wasn't too bad. Saturday was with SYC2. They came over to my house, then to Gerald's and lastly to Paul's for soccer watching, Poker, In Between and Blackjack playing. Today was with Faith Cell, playing Mahjong and eating spaghetti at HJ's and JS's house.

Back to field camp. Of course what we did there is classified information. But one thing I'll divulge is about the exhilaration you feel when you get to fire your weapon. I was super surprised that we'd get to fire blanks. And once we did, I got the hang of it instantly. Shiok sia! And my rifle seems to be very obedient. Not once did it ever jam on me, unlike everyone else's weapons. Happy.

The punishments weren't the hard part actually. It was the rain that kept our morale down, our bones shaking and our shelters and sleep uncomfortable. Only at that point of time would you feel as if you had met a Dementor from the HP series. Otherwise, it was an ok experience.

Well have a craving for unagi now. (Which I don't think I'll get back in camp) Other than that I'm looking forward to finishing of sit test and the 5th week of my BMT. Probably will be back only sat evening. See how. Till then!

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