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Tired...

Can't believe it... Why am I so tired? Its just practises... And I had fun during those practises as well. Why do I feel so drained? I just wish my body would keep up with my mind. Maybe being undead wouldn't be so bad after all. Your body would feel no pain at all, no tiredness, no numbness. Argh. I'm talking nonsense. Sorry bout that, lack of sleep.

Well, once I reached home on friday I plopped down on the bed and slept for awhile, woke up, switched on the com and slept in front of the com. Haha. Then on Saturday after guitar prac, reached home at 2 instead of going to watch V for Vendetta. Slept on the train in the morning, then slept on the train in the afternoon, then went to sleep once I reached home. Went for dinner, came back and slept again, then switched on the com, talked a bit, and went back to sleep. No rewards for counting the number of times I slept.

Felt that prac wasn't really fruitful, but we had fun yup. After prac tried Tifa's theme for auds, but chairman transposed his part wrongly. So I guess after that we decided to leave the piece for next year. Yeah. I think it was a good decision. Except now we're feeling a bit demoralised. But I guess its ok. Went to eat at Mos Burger for the first time this year. Had a bit of fun. Tiong, Ling Ting, Hyqel, chairman and me were playing this weird word game. Haha. Then on the train with chairman I scrambled up Tong Hua and asked him to piece it back again. Fun day. But still tiring.

Friday was a prac for the percussionists for Raffles Rock, and we were needed to provide the music for Are You Gonna Be My Girl and Hero. Bongos and Tambourines were needed. And Wee Lee made us pay for 2 hours of rental. Wah. Quite unfair. As well, we had Chun Wing, a new vocalist, come down and practise. Pretty much have fun. But regretted not going for the local Uni talk thingy. Now I'll have to go from 7:30 to 9:30 on Thursday. Argh. That means a totally jam packed week.

Went for gym after that with Leonard, Kashwin, Alan and Chris from my class. All of us a pretty enthu about doing well for NAPFA. So I worked on the treadmill for 12 mins, then arm muscles the rest of the time. My muscles are still aching. Dunno how I'll be able to play bass later.

Thursday I met James from YFC to talk more about the Christian movement in RJC and what I could do to help more with it. The reply he told me was pretty simple. Just talk to people about the word whenever you can. Even if its just a small seed, just plant it, and it may grow into something strong. Even if you lack the courage, just do your best, and you'd be helping the Lord work. So pretty much inspired by what he said.

And you know what happened? The electric supply in my house tripped and spent 1 hour+ without any electrical appliances. Sitting in my steaming hot room with the hot afternoon sun streaming through my window. Ouch. But I guess my bro was lucky. The faulty socket was in his room, right beside where he slept. So if he had touched it in his sleep, it would have been bye bye! Haha. Not a laughing matter I know. Thank God for keeping him safe.

Well, pray for me. I need rest and more sleep. Haha.

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