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To tell the truth... I can see that I've changed so much over these few months. Its kinda awesome yet confusing for me you know? I'm experiencing new things, new feelings that I never would have felt if I hadn't started to open myself up, if I hadn't started this BLOG, if I hadn't befriended the awesome friends I had in church. For that... I thank them.

Haha. Enough of that. Well... I did my journal for BS. I remember what Joash said about Love, so I took the passage from 1Cor 13:1-13. You guys look it up. Its an awesome chapter about having love for what you do, while doing things for God. If you don't love what you are doing for God, you are merely nothing. Thats what it says. To quote from the verses... "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." I think it kinda summarises the way I feel for God now. Filled with faith, hope and love. Although I would've liked it better if I prayed and did QT more often, I'm glad that this is the way I am now thanks to my friends.

Hmm... I watched True Files. The episode about the girl getting tortured by her friends. Thats really sad. I watched Cold Case. The episode about a nerd being bullied and pushed to her death by her friends. And they never owned up. I read the news. There was this dismembered woman's body found in two places along Kallang River. Hearing about this kind of things make me sick. When I grow up, I wanna change all that. I can't stand these kind of things anymore. Thats why I'm gonna work hard and be a forensic scientist one day. I'm gonna right those wrongs no matter what...

Anyways, my birthday falls on A Sunday. Its the fifth week Sunday, which is family service, which means no YE before service. Which means I can make it into a gigantic YE gathering! Then all of us can go for service together after that! Awesome. I just need to plan where to go, thats all... Is its my duty or something then I'll make the gathering earlier! Haha. Awesome!

I'm getting a bit confused over the BGR thing. First thing, I want someone to share my life with, but second thing, I don't know if I'm ready yet, and third thing, I don't even know who to choose. Bah. God... Please reveal who you want me to share my life with. Thank you.

Well... Thats all. Have a nice week!

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