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Thinking About Stuff...

Well, congrats to my cousin, Tanny who just got married to a guy named Albert. Hope you guys have a good marriage, and stay together till death do you part... You guys are a great couple! I'll be there for the dinner later today so see you guys...

YE was kind of rough for me... I was thinking of something again, and every time I think of stuff, I kind of drift off away from everyone else there. Its been a common occurance since primary school, but these days its been happening more frequently. Well, I was thinking about Aunty Sharon. I was kind of confused... What gave her the strength to believe in God even though she had cancer? If I were the one who had cancer, the reality would be that I would HATE God for what he had done to me. The reason? Well, I love the world around me too much. I love milo, I love my school, I love my family, I love church, I love all you guys too much. Thats my greatest weakness I guess. If I were to die one day and be taken from all of you, I would be bitter and angry at the reality of it all. Well, I was reading the book of Job to look for answers, but nothing has come to me yet. I think I have to relook at my faith...

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