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Hey guys... I'm sorry about the sudden decrease in frequency of posting. Getting awfully busy with studies as well as CCA, church, band and H3 requirements. Ok let me give you guys the big picture... Mondays H3 Bio till 6 Guitar Prac till 7 (Reach home 8+) Bath, Dinner, TV till 9 Log on till 10 Conk out Tuesdays Jamming till 7+ (Home at 8+) Bath, Dinner, TV till 9 Log on till 10 Conk out Wednesday Guitar/Rock till 5:30 (Home at 6:30) Bath, Dinner, TV till 7:30 Go for piano till 8:30 (Home at 9) Log on/Do tutorials till 11 Catch anime on Arts Central Thursday Lessons till 4 (Home at 5+) Bath, Dinner, TV till 6 Go for church seminar till 9 (Home at 9:30) Log on/Do tutorials till 11 Catch anime on Arts Central Friday Lessons till 12:30 (finally) To the gym till 1:30 (Home at 2+) Bath, TV till 3 Chiong tutorials for a few hours Dinner, TV till 8 Log on/Do tutorials till 11 Catch anime on Arts Central Saturday Laze around/Log in Go for aural class at 6:30 (Home at 9:30) Sunday YE (yay) ...

Heya guys... In school now waiting for jamming to begin. Well today (Tuesday) we ended lessons at 12pm and jamming's at 4pm. So... I'm now in com lab watching (probably more like listening to) people playing DOTA while I'm blogging. Oh well... How to concentrate while everyone around is DOTA crazy? Maybe I'll BLOG at home instead... ***At Home*** Ok thats much better... K lets start BLOGging... This post might be long... So if you wanna skip a section go to the next portion with an asterisk to read something different. New system to make reading this BLOG a better experience (I've been implementing this for the past few posts though...)! Haha. Now thats good service lol. *** Friday! Recovered slightly from sickness to go to school and have pe! First form of physical activity in a long long time, especially since previous pe lessons were all talks and other stuff involving no exercise of any sort. It was frisbee, and I joined in evern though I was sick. My group cons...

I'm sick. Down with a runny nose, sore throat and fever at exactly 38 degrees Celsius. Feel quite ok really, but took an MC for today and tomorrow. Its a family virus kinda thing, since my bros and my dad caught it first. Well, I'll see whether I'm ok in the morning... If so I'll be going to school. *** Lets start off with soccer... Like most other people I was disappointed about Zidane's headbutting, and I think he should never have done it no matter what. If someone pisses you off on the soccer pitch, theres no need to take physical action. All you have to do... Is score and defeat his team. Nothing's worse than losing to someone you taunted. I predicted that the match would go into penalties (which did), and France would win the penalty shoot-out. Looks like a predicted wrongly haha. Zidane was sent off... Thats probably why my prediction wasn't correct. *** Ah... Yes Sunday went well, definitely. The worship, message, and the small things made it all wor...

Paiseh... Hey guys... Sorry about the previous angsty post. Just felt I had no control at all over the situation, and thus wasn't very happy about it. Well, now there are much more important things to think of besides that kind of thing. So... I'd like to forget about that and just continue on with life. I really think that I say way too much on my blog, however, I feel accountable to all you people out there to the extent that I have to say how I truly feel and not hide my intentions or my true feelings. I just hope that this won't have any adverse impacts on my well-being. However I need you guys to realise that I cannot disclose certain things to you guys to protect others and myself of course. Thanks for understanding how I feel, and thank you for being there for me. On an unrelated (yet somewhat related) note, I suddenly realise why qq keeps changing her blog address. *** Today woke up feeling really sleepy... Only 14 hours of sleep in 3 days = one sleepy guy. Hooray f...

Sometimes I dunno what I'm thinking. I thought I decided... But seems like I haven't. I'm confusing myself, my heart and mind aren't in sync, its the only time when they've been in conflict. And I don't get it. Sometimes I hope the answer would come so I wouldn't torment myself by thinking something yet doing another thing. Is it love I feel? Just attraction? Just a strong desire as a friend to protect her? Or just a strong desire as a friend to see her happy? Is it mutual? Has she been giving me signs? Or is that just the way she behaves in front of any other guy? If only those questions had answers. I'd be much more certain. As for now... I think I'd better shut up about this. Please try not to talk about this with me please. Don't wanna confuse those who ask in case I change my mind again. Yeah thats it. No more about this in the future, I hope.

Hey everyone... Start of actual school again after that long break. Of course, no sane person is extremely happy being back in school after that long hiatus. But look at the bright side... You get to see all your nice friends for five days in a row... Ain't that good? Haha.... *** Spent most of my after school time waiting for Eden-Sol's meeting at 4pm. Stayed in the canteen talking with mostly Karthik, played a mind-bending round of chess with Sam, and did a bit of my pw reflections since Christine and Lawrence were doing theirs. The highlight of the day was Eden-Sol's meeting in the AVT. Though we ended up not jamming cos the equipment was too much of a hassle shifting up and down, we had a pretty fun time discussing our next gig for the RJ people. As usual, Sam, Gab, Guoren and Choon Wing were really fun to be with... The usual "Rock" jokes were there, and "MT" jokes and band jokes as well. And of course the usual friendly suanning... (For some reason...

CTs are over!!! Maths and Bio was ok... Found that bio was more nerve wracking than chem, although I think most people would disagree with me. I have a feeling I'll not do very well for bio though. Maths was ok, I wouldn't fail I believe. Well, its over and done with. 5 bosses are done, only 25 more are left to level up to lv19 (If you get what I mean) CTs aren't as important as A levels... So if you think you haven't done as well as you could have... Don't worry... We still have 25 more tests to take... And one and a half years to improve. And I believe... As with PSLE and O Levels, I think A Levels may be slightly easier than some of the tests we may face. I may be wrong though haha. But anyway, everyone lets work hard! *** Post CT activities were the best! =) Went home, then slept awhile... Then went back to Bishan for OG outing. About 12 went to Serangoon Gardens where we had prata for dinner, and went to Mandre's house for OG outing. Her house was at 1 Corf...